Percaya tak that I can't log in to my blog from the office. I have been trying and trying BUT to no avail. Tension betul. I have some really cute pictures of my intan permata hati but I can't upload them coz I couldn't log in to the BLOG..!! A friend of mine has been asking me to update, but nak buat camner? I can't. I don't have internet access at home i.e. Kemensah. Luckily I could be online in my home kat Seremban. So here I am, justifying myself on WHY I haven't been updating my blog. So bear with me, alright.Things have been moving at a very fast pace since the last time I blogged.
My daughter has celebrated her 1st year birthday last 3rd of January and I am so happy for her. She can walk now and very fast too I might add. She has the habit of not looking in front whenever she walks. So, she always bump onto things. One night, she hit the corner of my wall. She fell back like as if she was a rubber ball or something. Fortunately, she didn't cry. But her forehead was red from the bump. Luckily, no bruise. She can say ummi now. And my heart flutters everytime she mentions it. She talks German alright. All sorts of wierd sounds come out from her tiny little mouth. Whatever it is, I love her SO much. This maternal thing is really freaking me out. I have become very motherly these days that I think it may be difficult for those who knew me back then to even comprehend..!!
My parents have been busy doing their.. whatever stuff. As the only daughter and the eldest (bless my soul), I tried not to get in the way. But it is just so difficult to ignore them. Ayah just got out of an operation. I'd rather not mention it here, but the doctor gave him 2 weeks medical leave. He can walk BUT not that fast. These days he does his own dressing. He promised to take us to Terengganu for the holidays. He has even booked a bungalow kat Pantai Burok to show to us that dia boleh jalan. So we thought, hmm.. ok lah. Since Ayah can travel then it would probably be fun to go to Terengganu with the whole family. It has been a while since we did that. But, after Ayah's friends' advice, he decided that he isn't ready to travel long distance and that we shouldn't go at all. I was dissapointed. So were my brothers (I think... well, my youngest one is VERY dissapointed coz he took a 3-day leave from his part-time job at the petrol station). Ayah felt guilty alright. But I had to show a tak apa kind of face and it's cool kind a face, coz I don't want him to feel bad. So here I am, a LONG holiday but not really going anywhere. Kind a sad, but what can I do. I had to be mature and accept the decision just like any matured person. And to make matters worse, my dearest Bie is not here. He is in ITALY..!!
Last 28 January, my dearest Bie took me to a Detox spa session at Vila Manja (http://www.vilamanja.com/), a really nice place. I LOVE the session. Now, why would he do that? Well, he is going for a 'working trip' to Italy which consisted of places like Rome, Florence, Milan and Venice and since he felt bad that I couldn't go, he treated me to a spa session. I admit that I felt green with envy coz he gets to go to those places but nak buat camner kan. So here I am, with my Seremban family and my intan payung, terribly missing him. Masa dia sampai Rome, I waited for his call but he didn't call me. I was worried. Sampai ke tak. But that night, he called me saying that he had safely reached Rome and that he was on his way to the Collaseum. Cemburu nie, but I was very happy to hear his voice that I put the jealous aside. I miss him. Terribly. I have been very quiet and I think my parents noticed it. I miss him. Today, well tadilah... I received a text message from him saying that he couldn't call me from Rome something about the line was rosak or something. But that he was on his way to Florence and that he missed me. The message was enough to make me smile from ear to ear. I can't wait for him to come back. This is one very long holiday... [sigh]...
Well, sajer nak tulis a short one, tapi tertulis panjanglah pulak.Anyway, I have a breakfast date and a bowling session with an 'old acquaintance' tomorrow. Tak sabar pulak rasanya. It has been a while since we went out the both of us. I think since I got married kot. I have sought permission from dearest Bie before he went to Rome last Saturday, so don't worry. It's all been taken care of. Besides, I need to get out of the house and indulge in something other than 'family stuff'...
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